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Here's a tip for everyone;
Don't get drunk and stoned and tell someone who's crazy about you that you like them and wanna be with them. Chances are, you don't really mean it There's also a good chance that they'll get hurt.
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Im so happy. I love my life so much.
I had a great weekend, and today was pretty fabulous as well.
I haven't been this happy in months. c:
You know, there's certain things I've wanted for awhile now, and it seems like the biggest one might actually be happening, and now Im not so sure I want it. I completely believe people when they tell you to be careful what you wish for.
I mean, it's not that I don't want it. Im just...afraid of it?
We went to the bar last night. Silly.
I guess everything's sorta okay now. I hav my bff back and I feel alot better now.
Im just a happy girl today. I had a good night at work. I have no reasons to complain.
Here are some things that make me happy (:
yeahhhh.
Loveloveloveee life right now.
Im really tired of being a second choice. Im tired of feeling like guys only keep me around 'just in case'
I promised myself that I wouldn't let it happen to me again, but surprise surprise. I don't know what's so wrong with me, you know?
I try so hard to be a nice person. I try to be selfless, and I'm honest, and caring, and all of that stuff, and it never seems good enough for anyone. Im smart, and [i like to think] Im funny. I just don't get it. I always end up being "one of the guys"
Its seriously starting to suck.
Uhhhhhhh what else...
Work sucks. I still miss him like crazy, and I really think I fucked everything up. Maybe time away from me is what he needs, but I need time with him. I dont know.
Ahhhhh. I dont wanna be a silly girl anymore. I want my feelings for everyone to go away. I need time for me and I need time to think about things other than guys, and love and sex.
Time to straighten myself out. Maybe I should take off for 2 weeks? Go somewhere I've never been with no plans other than to just have fun, and not have to worry about who's going to fuck me over next.
I really just want to save up, quit my job, and go away. I feel like maybe Im the reason why my family and friends are so stressed out. Maybe Im too needy, or just not fun to be around.
I dont know.
I miss you. Come home please?
It sucks.
I really need a hug, and maybe some cuddles right about now.
You know what's not cool? When people lead you on.
When you're only fuckable when they're drunk.
You can be a "best friend" but nothing more. ever.
It also sucks when you're absolutely crazy about someone, and to them you're just "one of the guys".
Sometimes I wish I were more graceful. More girly, prettier even.
Cause apparently being me just isn't enough to just get the guy for once.
